Day 1 without SB.

i succeeded in not seeing sunbear. i took the earliest bus that i could manage. i think i might have strained myself a little. my dear arms feel sore and aching. my legs are fine though. i did not manage to complete the entire series yet but i am already feeling terrible. i am so easily affected. goodness, must the story be so sad? sigh* i brace myself for the tragic ending. tonight. i shall be sad tomorrow.