yoga, jogging & stairway to heaven

i would say that this weekend had been a healthy yet depressing one. upped the yoga level and dying. went for almost an hour's jog and also dying. i really do need to learn to pace my breathing better. so far so good though. making progress. depressing why? while i am not trying to kill myself with exercise, i watch the korean serial (highly recommended by Gin T's friend) "Stairway to Heaven". turns out that it is a super duper saddening story. part of me is too frustrated to continue but it also makes me so upset that i hope for happier plots to come. however, each chapter is sadder than the previous one. i don't know why i bother. with just a few chapter to end my misery, i will persevere. 

i pray that i do not see sunbear tomorrow.