I was really hoping that he will not reply but he did. Yes, he
isn't interested. At least, I've gotten an answer and it's time
to move on. I think I am beginning to believe in retribution.
Remembered those times when I had the list of suitors and
I managed to hurt so many of them. Those were the days of
folly and obnoxiousness. Did not think that those memories
would come back to haunt me. From the time that I could be
careless and heartless, I had accumulated my unlovable sins.
Having turned thirty, I am bitterly single and increasingly
lonely. Did I let my other half pass me by? It is probably too
late to find out. With all that sadness and darkness happening
concurrently, I give up my search for mister right. No more.
