fuming mad.

i am utterly disappointed in my fC. i do not deserve such rude indifference. that R for rubbish dares to deny his defiance, thinking he will always get away with things by acting like a zero hero. i hate being taken for granted. each day i fight the battle and they think it is unfair that i get all fumed up. the renegades do not realise how annoying they are when each tries to outdo the other in pure disrespect. this fight is too exhausting for me. i feel defeated already. i really need to get out of this mess. i need to know the results soon. i will not appease the unreasonable. i will appeal and appeal till there is light at the end of the tunnel. perhaps they may feel that my peers are more accommodating. they are just not doing their job. my job is a serious one and i am very serious about it. soon, when they fall, i will not be there to pick them up. my passion had just dried out. adieus. au revoir.