dragged

this is the first time in a truly long time that i dragged myself to work. though i intended to nap last afternoon, all that pent up frustrations just cause me to roll around, keeping me up. yet, i could not finish the 7 o'clock korean drama. that said, i was completely gone before 8. i dreamt but i cannot remember the details. i woke up fine. i feel strained and almost immobilised. my feet were heavy, my heart was heavy, my mind was laden with all the unhappiness. God. if you are reading this, please help me. medication is not working.