Saturday, July 25, 2009

In general today.


whatever it was before, they are time passed.
life is not the same anymore.
the roles that i have assumed are none that i've chosen.
however, well and behold, i am now the mother and mentor.
age is a funny thing. it simply seeps in and becomes.

i still love my job nonetheless.
my dear spencer is bald and finally in national service.
he thought of me today. he called and said that he loves me.
i am glad that at least i have left an impression on a student.
someone who is capable of being loved.

God puts me through turmoils but slips hints of happiness and warmth
to remind me that even the worst kind of enemy cannot 
penetrate my love for children and people around me.
I wish to hear more love tomorrow. I wish to be remembered.
destiny seems to have played a trick on me. appears that i am stuck
where i am now. yet, i have a reputation that would amaze. 
I am glad. Continue to love. Continue to nurture. my faith will not seize.
let the poison dissolves. let the fear falters. allow my patience to 
grow each day.
Amen.