Been a frenzy week. Time flew in a flash.
Still part of me is empty. I wonder if it is the tight schedule
that I have carved or is it the fact that I am invited to
my first love's (17yrs ago) wedding. So I went and the bride
is trash. Looking at him reminded me of my obsession with
him then. He looks good, a little older. People whom
I have not seen since graduation, suddenly, alive before my eyes.
It was awkward and certainly not exciting.
I wonder what is wrong. I need to sleep it over.