However nice he is, his laid back nature
makes him unapproachable because I do not
know how to deal with people like that.
However warm he is, his nonchalance
makes him a distance away; unpredictable.
However casual he is, I am uptight, which
makes it difficult to open up and go for it.
Fear is my greatest enemy.
I have deleted his messages for fear
of Hope. I prayed but I fear that God would answer.
I fear that he is just a mist. Perhaps I could keep him
in my memory. Safer and without fear.
