I have come to terms that I am in love.
In love with Christopher.
A love that transcends the age gap, lust, intimacy or even possession.
I knew I love him all the while
but could not understand this love.
I know now.
Love him because he is happy or sad.
Love him because I am proud of him.
Love him because I do not want to spend all my time with him.
Love him because I can trust him; confide in him.
Love him because I know he believes.
Love him because my heart aches when I think of him.
Love him so much that I want him to love someone as well.
I will be there when he marries his love one.
I will be there when he holds his first born.
Because I love Christopher.
