today is the beginning of the end.
woke up to the lowest point.
restless and sad.
thoughts of suicide swarmed in.
i cannot take this anymore.
i simply cannot stand being here in this state anymore.
God help!
i want to be out of here.
i want to be out.
depression is not insanity.
i am driven insane.
i want to disappear.
i don't want to see, hear or feel anymore.
