i think i am going crazy.
i just cannot rest properly.
ever since d. has gone,
sleep seems to be ever so unattainable.
i tried pills but it only makes me ill.
sounds like pink.
i doze off at strange times and
wake up soon enough.
i asked if i could lie down beside v.
i must be crazy.
we cannot.
right now, i am irritable.
i am frustrated.
i need someone.
i need someone beside me. along with me.
the person is d.
come back soon, d.
i need you.
