met up with gerald.
went out with him a long long time ago.
he told me suddenly,
"you know, you are the perfect girl...and
i could not find another one like you
but your terrifying temper blew everything up."
and i thought,
"well, i'm working on that department,
that's why i am on therapy in the first place."
one day, i'll be that perfect woman. i will.
