great..i've been diagnosed as emotionally unstable...
was almost admitted but with much resistance,
i was off.
it's been my bullshit, believing that,
when things are down, they will have to bounce back up..
who was i to kid?
i will try, i will try..
i kept telling myself and everyone else...
still trying...
finally on medication now..
in big trouble with school right now...
don't know what to do...
