a while ago, i was known to be the super paranoid student...i built that up by doing doing doing many many assignments in advance , altering, modifying, rewriting, remaking, overdoing, irritating the hell out of lots of people...
for the past year, i went from a little slack, to ultra unmotivated...it is a first that i actually missed a deadline...not that i've started later, not that i was slacking around, i was just so lost...i just couldn't do it...the due time was at 4 and despite all my self-pushing, i managed to add that final full stop at 6.45...amazing...i was more than 2 hrs late...i surprised myself...i dun even know why...
two more to go...i dunno how i will sustain...i'm dead...just dead...simply dead...
